| IM PISSED. I JUST FEEL LIKE WRITING IT HERE... DUN ASK ME WHY.... |
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| Just thinking about everything goin on in my life.... im feeling a lil blue and incomplete... im missing my mom and younger sister, i wish im with them ryt now. Its hard if your away from them, i wish i can go to the philippines this year and spend time with them.........hmmmmm
not only that there is something in my mind thats been bothering me for a long time, i still dun kno wat to do, well i guess time will tell..
lets move on to that, im just glad that im goin to college and meet new people, im excited... i hope my scholarship is good enough with everything. haaaaa |
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| its been 3 years the last time i went fishing, well today i caught 2 fish... well yea thats it...lol |
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| What is wrong with me??? why do i always change my mind, it feels like i dont know what i want anymore. its hard if u think too much and u want everything to be perfect. i kno life is unfair and there are things that wouldn't go my way. however this particular problem of mine, the only person who can stop me is MYSELF. i dont kno if i should go for it or not. sometimes i want to, sometimes i dont. i keep thinking that i should take a risk and just do it but i dont know if this one is worth it. analyzing it, i dont think ill regret it if i just let it go. I really have no idea what to do. Being mature and thinking other people first is hard. Times really change ur perception of life. |
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| This time im goin to write happy times instead of all this drama and sh*t...lol
well first of all our prom is coming April 22nd, cant wait so excited its goin to be fun, im gonna get crunk with my friends...
graduation is coming 2, i dont kno what to feel, i have mixed feelings, im like ready to move on and go on to college but at the same time not really, ya im scared, its a new beginning for me but im prepared of what to expect. gosh honestly i might cry in my graduation. there are a lot of people i really care about and im goin to miss them dearly.. reminiscin those unforgettable moments that we shared, its goin to be a hard but life goes on..
and oh im proud of myself cuz even though i go out alot i still maintain to get good grades, guess what??? right now im rank # 2 yap gotta represent Filipina and Asian pride....
at graduation will see if im still # 2 hope so... |
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